Here we go again... The rumors are true- I've started Weight Watchers again. I have been holding this in, haven't even really explained it to anyone how troubled I am about me. I'm not happy with me. Yep, I said it. Okay, I wrote it... Writing it is easier than saying it. Lately, I just hate the person I see in the mirror. I don't feel attractive at all. I feel sorry for my husband because I know this does a number on our relationship too. I'm not trying to sound so "whoa is me" but I'm just trying to finally get this off my chest.
I've started making other changes too, other than the Weight Watchers. I'm trying to work out more and think more positive about myself. I've told myself that when my husband tells me I'm beautiful that I thank him and take it as a compliment instead of thinking what I used to think- that he is my husband and he is just saying that... I know, I am silly. What can I say- I am very hard on myself and I know it.
I just ask that you all will please continue to provide your loving support during this journey to a better, improved version of me!
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