I'm an animal!

Yep, I agreed to run a half marathon with my crazy friends! Do you believe it?!?!?!? I have been training since the end of February and right now I am up to running 4 miles at a time. I still can't believe that I am doing it... I sometimes wonder if I will be able to do it... All I know is that I will be doing it with an awesome group of people and I can't wait!

Life is full of choices....

My hubby decided to put me back in reality last night... Reality is- I can't have it all. :(

We have fallen in love with this house in Rapid and we actually got pre-approved for a loan to cover it. Somehow we need to come up with $4,400 though... Matt basically told me that if we were to get this house we would not be able to ever go home or do the things that we want because we won't have the money to do it... I know he is right, I just don't like to admit it. I really just want to have a house that I actually like coming home to.

Right now we are trying to save up for a down payment and all these things pop up that we need money for. We have to pay in this year for our taxes! What?!?!?! Matt decides to take off his bumper... I know it was an accident, but it still sucks. I really want to go home in March when Amy is back- which always ends up costing more money than I think it will.

I am really trying to lay down the hammer on stupid spending. I really wish I would have done this a long time ago. I really wish I didn't have so much stupid credit card and student loan debt... I'm working on things but it is hard! One bill at a time....

Sorry for the vent- I just had to get this off my chest!